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KABOOM

Maybe you know your life has changed when the news actually scares you. Really scares you. Sure, you don't understand it as a kid, but even when you do understand it, it doesn't bother you. Up until this year, actually, …
Shutterbugged 2 / Life Update

I didn't get to go to old Manila like I'd planned; I went instead to Merville to see the cousins. I did bring the Inherilympus, but I didn't use it a lot because a lot of good movies were on the Disney Channel that after…
Pinching myself

I think the reason we're so quick to doubt is that we've been schooled on this. Whirlwind romances belong in books. If there is a great love of your life, you don't meet them this young, and you don't love them this fast…
Jinx-proofing

As childish as this may sound, for the longest time, I believed what Cinderella told me in that Disney movie. A dream is a wish your heart makes, and if you tell your wish, it won't come true. So if I had a good dream t…
In the Garden

I've spent most of today alone, at this patio table in the back garden of the Merville house. Elsewhere, my closest relatives for miles are comemmorating the night that most controversial man was betrayed. I can't help b…
Shh...

Last night, I told Martin my last important secret, the one I thought would scare him away. I mean, it scared me out of my skin. But the longer I carried it around in his presence, the more it begged to be spilled. Makes…
1,000 points, and you win a tank.

Last night, Myka and I were watching "Life is Beautiful," and I couldn't help dragging God into my post-viewing reflections. Sorry. But I was thinking of Guido as a father and then, in the very next instant, of God th…
Prayer, by Drey Teran

Martin sent me this after yesterday's blog entry: That I would like to believe again. That I would believe again. And hope To live in pursuit and protection of that faith. As seamless as speech moves From the simple to…
E-mail home

It's been a while since I last wrote you a long e-mail. It looks like I have time today to write one. Things at work changed overnight, literally. The website went live on Sunday. On Monday, I had a lot of things waitin…
At the Core

I have been proud. I was working on this monster essay / blog post so that I could tell everyone what was really going on with my faith, and I found - already three-fourths done with it - that I couldn't go on. I could …